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Random Thoughts.....What are you thinking?
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By Bismarck.Dracondria 2012-12-22 13:42:13
Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »I'm better now. It took nearly 3 years, but apparently my brother's death finally hit me.
I spent the last 30 minutes crying, punching my bed, ripping my punchbag off the wall, and calling him out on all the ***he put us through. But I'm better now.
A present doesn't have to be given on Christmas, it's the thought that counts to actually giving the gift :<! Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »And don't worry Leon, doomsday has passed, so you have all the time left in the world to do what you want to do~ Considering these pics were meant o be for christmas, i really don't have ll the time in the world. I doubt anyone wants you to burn a hole in your stomach stressing over them though... If people need to wait a bit longer I'm sure they will survive. Thanks.
Just wanna let you all know, I love you guys. Admittedly, some more than others, but I love you all nonetheless. 
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 13:43:49
Bismarck.Dreadnot said: »Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »Just wanna let you all know, I love you guys. Admittedly, some more than others, but I love you all nonetheless. You're not getting my Budlight, Leon.
Not that I drink Budlight, but you're still not getting it. Like I'd want that pisswater anyway. :I
Never hold things inside, always let them go(which sounds hypocritical coming from someone as closed as me, but true anyway). Never gonna happen. If I don't keep some things inside, things would get very awkward, very quickly. ;x
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 13:44:27
Problem is the more you keep them, the bigger they get.
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By Bismarck.Dracondria 2012-12-22 13:45:51
I cried like a baby when my mom died, better to get it out than to keep it in really :I
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 13:52:43
Problem is the more you keep them, the bigger they get. Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p
Bismarck.Dracondria said: »I cried like a baby when my mom died, better to get it out than to keep it in really :I I cried loads at the time, too, but I've tried my hardest to blame his death on other people for the last couple years. Just finally come to terms with the fact that it was his own stupid fault and that I'll never be able to forgive him for it.
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By Bismarck.Dracondria 2012-12-22 13:53:52
What happened? If you don't mind my asking
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 13:54:21
Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p I've done it, not on here cause this forum had nothing to do with it, but I did.
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 14:04:47
Bismarck.Dracondria said: »What happened? If you don't mind me asking Drug overdose. Royally pisses me off because he was clean for years before it, and then goes and does it and gets himself killed when he's just had his second kid a couple months earlier. Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p I've done it, not on here cause this forum had nothing to do with it, but I did. Oh, okay. Figured you were still keeping stuff bottled up because you said it was hypocritical of you to say it. :I
Something to get off my chest, eh... Hm... This is weird; I'm drawing a complete blank here. If I've hinted at anything being wrong/bugging me and not talked about it, lemme know. @_@;
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 14:05:48
Was just saying in general.
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By Bismarck.Misao 2012-12-22 14:07:03
>.>
<.<
-hugs leon and pets him-
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By Bismarck.Misao 2012-12-22 14:09:04
-shares hot earl grey tea, and honey grilled onion-turket ham and cheese ommelete-
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By Asura.Ina 2012-12-22 14:10:47
Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »I'm better now. It took nearly 3 years, but apparently my brother's death finally hit me.
I spent the last 30 minutes crying, punching my bed, ripping my punchbag off the wall, and calling him out on all the ***he put us through. But I'm better now. Losing a sibling and the reality of it can sneak up on you at anytime... Everyone handles it differently and I don't know all the details so I can't say I know how you feel but I lost my younger brother 18 years ago so I am in the neighbourhood. I'm really bad at this sort of thing if you havn't figured that out yet but if you need anything I can provide I'm here.
Never hold things inside, always let them go(which sounds hypocritical coming from someone as closed as me, but true anyway). This and seconded on the hypocrisy
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 14:15:46
Hm. May have thought of a few things I need to get off my chest, but I feel I should invest in some body armour before I do so.
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By Asura.Ina 2012-12-22 14:30:12
Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »Bismarck.Leonkasai said: »Well then, you should take your own advice and get some stuff out in the open, too. :O
If you do that, I'll let stuff go, too. :p I've done it, not on here cause this forum had nothing to do with it, but I did. Oh, okay. Figured you were still keeping stuff bottled up because you said it was hypocritical of you to say it. :I
Something to get off my chest, eh... Hm... This is weird; I'm drawing a complete blank here. If I've hinted at anything being wrong/bugging me and not talked about it, lemme know. @_@; Sometimes you can't always put your feelings about stuff into words. The important thing to remember is that people are there if you need them, sometimes knowing that can make all the difference.
For some reason I'm now getting an add for christian dating and the woman in it is terrifying.
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 14:31:38
Sometimes you can't always put your feelings about stuff into words ***' tell me about it. This is the hardest thing I've had to write since my A-level English Literature exams. D:
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 14:34:00
Well you know, taking things off your chest doesn't necesserily have to involve an essay about it.
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By Bismarck.Dracondria 2012-12-22 14:36:16
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By Odin.Liela 2012-12-22 14:36:28
Oh Leon. *hug*
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By Asura.Ina 2012-12-22 14:38:21
Well you know, taking things off your chest doesn't necesserily have to involve an essay about it. Essays are way easier to write than condensing things down though, for me atleast.
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By Fenrir.Weakness 2012-12-22 14:41:21
Boobs.
And howdy everyone.
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 14:41:35
Well you know, taking things off your chest doesn't necesserily have to involve an essay about it. Oh, I know. It's only like 3 sentences. Hitting "send" is apparently a much greater task than writing it was. :I
Bismarck.Dracondria said: »They've got nothin' on my niece... When she goes full tantrum mode, I'm always worried she'll raise all the dead folks in the cemetery across the road... >_>; <_<;
*hug* :x
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 14:43:07
Well you know, taking things off your chest doesn't necesserily have to involve an essay about it. Essays are way easier to write than condensing things down though, for me atleast. I'm concise.
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By Fenrir.Weakness 2012-12-22 14:43:47
o.o; So I posted before I did some back reading as usual.
Boobs are mildly inappropriate for the conversation at hand. My bad.
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 14:44:31
Don't worry, boobs are appreciated in every moment of a person's life.
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By Bismarck.Leonkasai 2012-12-22 14:45:23
Don't worry, boobs are appreciated in every moment of a person's life. 
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By Asura.Ina 2012-12-22 14:46:08
The terrifying christian dating woman if anyone was wondering
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By Phoenix.Sehachan 2012-12-22 14:46:54
Why is her face so big? Looks shopped.
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By Bismarck.Dracondria 2012-12-22 14:47:13
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This is a thread that I found on another website I post at. It can be really really interesting. I thought it deserved a place here.
Post your random thoughts for the day here, or anything else that intrigues you.
For starters, is it possible to give constructive critism to someone who doesn't have a neck? I totally just walked by a girl who didn't. Someone isn't getting a necklace for Valentines day!
And who decided black and white can't be colors? I want to say a racist. I really do.
Inb4thisthreadgetsreallywtf
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