Hmmm, do I start up a fresh game of FFX so I can give it another chance and a better opportunity to understand how it ended? I last played it when I was 13, and I actually didn't care for the ending. It felt like the whole Bobby Ewing thing :<
For folks that don't know, Bobby Ewing was a character in the 80s soap opera Dallas, in which he is killed off by some enraged and jealous woman only to have it be a horrible dream conjured by the woman he is in love with; and in fact is still alive.
Either that or I finish off FFXII, as I made it through like 85% of the game and lost my freakin memory card.