Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Keep trying to calm myself down because I feel stressed for some reason. Can't really think of why, I have a job again and I have a little more free time than I did before, but for some reason I'm still feeling so... blah. My mood keeps fluctuating heavily and the low points are worse than normal, on top of this I'm digging far too deep into my past both in the waking hours and while asleep and going back into my whole "REGRET ALL THE THINGS" mindset that I know I shouldn't have and thought I had at least started to pull away from successfully.

Building on this I'm now getting ever more frustrated with my roommate as his constant procrastination, and now ignoring of rules that we had talked about before we moved in together along with constant complaints about his love life that he keeps asking for advice/second opinions on only to get annoyed when I give any sort of opinion not his own and then becoming pissy when things go south for him because he wasn't willing to look past how he wants things to happen...

I'm stressed... I shouldn't be... I feel like I'm taking it out on people when I don't want to. I fear I'm doing worse to myself aaaaand I think that's it...

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Yep, that feels a little better.