Suicide

surprised no one has asked what the point of living is yet, ***

The answer is Bacon.

You calling anyone a moron is ironic.

i think that calls for bacon pizza, mmmmmmm

Haha they're like siblings - can fight and argue all they want, but the second someone else says something, AWWW HELL NAWWW!

Unnecessarily long post explaining my suicide attempt(s):

I dated this girl one time, she wasn't an attention ***. She had an ex bf who was delusional, he thought they were still together.

In the end, I dumped her, she got back with him, and my life got better and better.

I do notice most of my life's troubles stem from wanting to please women, but what can I say, I'm not switching teams.

I think if I ever felt suicidal I'd just eat Bacon/KFC/Popeyes/Long John Silvers until my heart stopped lol.

That's not suicidal, that's just being American.

Doh!

suicide...... i'll never forget the day as long as i live. a scream wakes me up. not a scream of a woman seing a mouse buta real honestto god scream of horror. my bed room door opnes then slams shut and its my wife crying. i ask her whats wrong. she jsut sitting ther rocking back and forth crying. i ask again nothing. then she says Emily and points.

i jump out of bed and hit my bedroom door with so much force i rip it off the hinges and it flys into the hallway. i clip the kitchen table slaming it into the window breaking it. i leap over the coffee table and im standing over her crib. i whisper " waht shes fine shes asleep" and i touch her.

shes cold cold as ice. i turn my baby daughter over and shes changing colors. as i turn my wife is screaming i run to the front door its locked, chained and dead bolted. i grab it and start yanking on it until i rip it open busting the frame. we have no phone. it feb and im running door to door beggingto use the phone. no one will let me in becase. im only wearing my underware. and im bleading from the cut i got fro mthe broken window and riping the door off the hindges.

after 4 or 5 attempts i finally scream let me in my babies dead. a old couple lets me in i call 911. and tehy take us to the hospitol.
she was 6 months old and after 3 miss carrages she was conseived. i will always remember the way she smiled and laughted when you laughed. and i will never be ableto forgive myself for not telling her i loved her more.

after she died. i got so depressed i stopped talking, i refused to eat. i didnt sleep for 12 days. i simple started out into nothing.
my wife on the other had took it completly diffrent. while she was upset. she had a void she hadot fill and in her mind she had to have a child to fill that void. i couldnt do it. i refused to do it. so that created a wedge in our lives that got bigger as the days went by until one 3 weeks later she just came home and said. " i love you but i cant live her anymore" and left. leaving me and our son.

i walked into the bed room took out my rifle loaded it sat on the end of the bed, said goodbye, and as i was about to pull the trigger this came into my mind



and insted of being depressed and upset she left me . i became enraged. that i had done so much ben thro so much and almost ended over some woman. i got more important things to do in my life. i got a son to raise, a lifeto live and il lshow her and everyone.

that was 13 years ago. since then ive remarried got a new house a great job. and had my revenge over my trailer trash xwife a million times over. jsut a reminder to al lyou spouces when u ldescide to leave. dont leave things behind we kind destroy them. my xwifes barbie doll collection became alabamas larges headless barbie collection in about 10 mins. my car antenna looked like a blonde totem pole for about 2 years.

if you kill yourself your letting them win. your taking the easy way out. and youll never see the rest of your life. a life that isnt written. good or bad its not run it course. seek help get better and maybe well runinto each other some day and get a beer or something. never know i can teach you how to make a barbie totem pole lol.

Suicide. Hmmm, never thought this would be a topic for a video game forum.

Well, sadly, humans are far more fragile than most of us would prefer to believe. From birth, we all crave love and comfort, but our while love and comfort do exist, our world is saturated with hatred and animosity, competition and jealousy.

So, it's inevitable that some people end up getting left behind or thrown off the beaten paths. At those times, people need help. However, our society, on the whole, frowns upon those who have the audacity to ask for help. This is a proverbial "rock and a hard place" where many people end up depressed and suicidal.

Ultimately, unless a person *truly* has no family or anyone who loves him/her at all (very, very rare), committing suicide is a cowardly and overwhelmingly selfish act. The departed person alleviates his/her personal pain, and passes it on to his/her parents, siblings, and close friends. This is no small burden; those who must endure the grief, guilt, pain, and uncertainty following a loved one's suicide are irrevocably changed, and not for the better.

If you're contemplating suicide, GET HELP. It *is* available, I promise.

(p.s. I'm aware that some people are suffering from incurable diseases, and I don't want to debate the pros/cons of assisted suicide in those extreme cases. I feel that's a completely different discussion. I wrote my post here under the assumption that we're discussing "normal" suicide, related to grief, depression, or despair.)

I find myself agreeing with you.

Woah dude :/

That's intense glad you survived through it though.

My sentiments exactly

As much as I sympathise with your loss. I also feel bad for the mother, maybe youre missing something out here that would fill us in on why you hate her so much, but from just reading what youve posted it seems to me you were both grieving and she needed something you couldnt give her. Doesnt make her a bad person. I can completely understand a woman wanting to replace the baby she just lost, every single hormone in her body is geared up for the baby. Then when its gone, you have nowhere to put them.
Once again I am sorry for your loss, its a horrible thing for anyone to go through. But Im glad you got past it and built your life for your other child.

Good to know there are very strong willed people in this world.

Any woman who leaves and doesn't try to work things out ain't worth it. Yes there was a void with the baby gone but having another doesn't change that at all. The guy is clearly better off, It's very heart breaking having to deal with the loss of a child and then feeling all alone when your significant other leaves due to selfish reasons. When your going through heart ache the last thing you want to do is get it up and plow some pink.

I think people forget that men have feelings too.

Some men. Others are weak minded.

feeling bad is one thing . but wanting a child to fill a void and then abandaning her other child to do so. isnt the anwser. leaving him and me simply becasue she wasnt happy. she left us and dove into a world of parting, getting high sleeping around with as many people as she could. was self desrusctive. to simply find her own way of ecsaping the pain wasnt the anwser. i offerd her help. i tried to save us and our family. psycristists, cousling. she wanted none of it. it was like you reached in and flipped a switch she went from loving mommy and wife to hooker 2.0... i used to be bitter and angry with her over it. and all it did was to got worse. when she realized i was trying to forgive and let go she played that and twisted it to her advantage. liek i said it was long ago. she has matured alot since then. but some bridges once burned can never be rebuilt. we are respectfull of each other. but i see her broke down on the side of the road in the rain changing a flat tire. im aiming for the puddle baby. well i take that back ill probbly think that as im cursing myself for pulling over to help her ***.

when you lose a child . filling that void with a child is not the awnser. its like a rebound relenship. somethign to fill that void a temperory sulution. children aren't spacer fillers. ther children she want ready for more kids. i wasnt ready for them either. and the life she chose ater that proved it.. im not angry or bitter at her for the path she chose for herself. her path helpped me find my own. my son loves his mother and part of me will always love a part of her. but we went our seperate ways. and becasue i didnt end my life. ive lived to to touch the lives of many others. and those peopel to touch otehrs.

Some say that suicide is the purest form of self expression. It's certainly a depressing thought. For those directly involved and for those who even hear of it. I think what's so depressing is what drives a person to this extreme act. We can only speculate.

No wonder why Lucifer created hell.

Lucifer didn't actually create hell.

It was Gabriel!!!

I think you guys fail to understand is when a woman is hormonal for a baby, she reaches a level of emotional insanity that transcends all logic and reason in the world. Its like a woman going Super Saiyan for all the wrong reasons, then she destroys everything in a fit of hormonally imbalanced rage.

According to some middle eastern cults, it was actually God that created hell. However, contrary to the bible and some other popular religious tomes, it was two, and not one angel that was banned to Hell. Lucifer, originally, for opposing the creation of the universe, then Asmodeus (aslo known as Behezubulb) for opposing the creation of man.

I have no idea why you, or anyone, would consider suicide to a brave or selfless act.
It is cowardly, and selfish. And I'm not "closed-minded" for expressing this truth.

Like vegeta when he had the Maj-inn in his for-head.